| Why not |
[Sep. 28th, 2004|09:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
Since I posted that little quiz thingy I might as well make an actual entry.
Hello! It's been a while. Nothing new has happened, nothing new at all haha...
I am kind of torked about something that happened today/yesterday. My uncle's mother in law died a while back. Well, my mom gave me a "choice" as to whether I wanted to go or not (I have school today). I said "Can you let me decide tomorrow? She said ok, well I got the rudest awakening saying "You're going!". I told her I couldn't, I have a test today. Soo, needless to say I'm a little mad about that! Oh well, I'll get over it by lunch time =D.
Sometimes I just don't like it when she just goes and makes the decision for me. Then again, it might be my fault for not deciding right away. |
|
|
| Haha! |
[Sep. 28th, 2004|08:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
|
|
|
| I had a dream! |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|03:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
Strange, lately I haven't had any dreams. Last night was the first dream I had since...June. Kind of funny though, I really didn't even think about having dreams till a friend said she had one. I wanted to message the girl and tell her, but then it would probably seem like I'm making it up because it was about almost the same exact thing. I even remember my last dream I had before this one, it was about that girl. *sigh*
I was playing Final Fantasy and well....I was fishing. Yes fishing, probably one of the more boring crafts in the game, but yet I was dreaming about it all night haha -_-. When I have dreams they are so messed up, I hope I continue to have them. I think it's kind of boring going to sleep and the next thing you know you're awake. |
|
|
| It's been a while |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|03:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
Yep, it's been a while! I'm back, for good? I don't know, but I'm back for a while =D.
Anyways a lot has happened! First off, school started. The class I have isn't all that bad, but it would be a lot better if I had some friends in there. The kids in there are all kind of scary looking (not ugly just scary). Not to mention I'm surrounded by girls, that alone make me a nervous wreck by the end of the day -_-. Anyways, it's not a bad class; it's a basic computers class and amazingly I'm learning some stuff. I've never been able to use Microsoft word or Excel before, so I guess it won't be a total waste of my time =D.
Other news! I quit my job... Yes I finally got the courage to do it. My dad took it pretty well, but still he's probably disapointed in me. I'll make it a rule to never work for a family member again. (well at least for now ^.^) I guess it wasn't a horrible job or anything, but it wasn't for me.
Well a lot more has happened, but some of that stuff is private haha o.~. Anyways I look forward to reading some of your entries, I'll try my best to read them anyways ^.^. |
|
|
| Sorry guys |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|02:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
It may seem like I'm avoiding you, but I'm not. I have a big Aliens vs Predator match today which I found out Thursday night that I had, so we've been practicing really hard and coming up with some good strategies the last couple days. All should return to normal in after today. |
|
|
| New buddies |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|10:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
Yeah, I've made new friends...Yay. Not real life friends but they are friends and that's all that counts. Their names are RubberDucky and Pixidots, nice girls; but kind of odd ^.^.
I talked to my brother yesterday! He told me he would get FFXI to come play with me, for some odd reason he misses me I guess. Still it should be fun having him around ^.^.
Anyways, I'm sorry I've been acting kind of strange lately, there really isn't an excuse I have no idea what's wrong with me |
|
|
| -_- |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|11:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
Funny how people think I'm the dumbest person alive, I may act stupid but that's all it is; an act. I know I'm not the most intelegent, but god I can see when people lie directly to my face... Ah well; that's me blowing steam off.
One more week of work, then I start part time! I'll be working 18 hours a week at the most, which isn't a bad thing. I'm really tired of working 70-80 hours a week... |
|
|
| Taking a break from the Live Journal |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|08:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
Yeah, I haven't been posting in peoples journals or making new entries lately. I will soon though, it has a lot to do with work; but still it's no excuse! Anyways I shall return! |
|
|
| "OMG WTF!?!? Learn 2 AIM!" |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|12:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
Haha -_-. Anyways I was cleaning at my moms work today, went into the bathroom and there was pee all over the place. Come on kids, do you need me to teach you to aim... I can stand 10 feet back and still hit the toilet better than that. So I had my mom clean that up for me, I really didn't want to touch it. Janitor work isn't fun, but the money will be nice, I'm getting $50 a night for cleaning for an hour or so.
I went to a play today too, it was "Annie". It wasn't all that bad, but still I didn't want to go. I'm not to social with the older people in my family so I was really bored! |
|
|
| Woot |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
I say the word "I" way to much lol... |
|
|
| Darnit |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|03:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
I'm still sick, but that's not the bad news. I had college registration today and I over slept! I guess I can still take the Winter Semester, but I wanted to get it over with so I could be lazy during January and such. I hope they let me reschedual my apointment so I can get registered..
OOOHH the heart ache, pain go away! I need to get over this crush, even after being turned down I'm still at it lol -_-. Oh well, it's not as bad as it once felt, at least she knows now. |
|
|
| A little nervous =S |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|05:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | nervous | ] |
Well today is my admissions test, I'm not really looking forward to it, after all it's going to take 2 hours to take! On the bright side I get out of work for it, and I really didn't want to go to work so it's like "HuzzzahhH!". Either way I plan on trying the best I can, which may not be all that good, but at least I can say I tried.
Found out a friend is doing the same today, I wish her luck ^.^. *Good luck*
I think I'm going to call my brother tonight, I haven't talked to him in a month or so, so it would probably be nice. Then ask him what's up, because he was supposed to get a lab top so he could hang out with me on the net. |
|
|
| Weeee |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|05:14 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
I have no idea why I'm happy, the last couple hours I was depressed...but I'm friggen happy! =D I got two peoples numbers today, even though they both gave me them to wake them up, but I don't care; helping people makes me happy. Anyways my dad gave me a raise this weekend, plus he told me I'm going to be working 10 hours a day, so I should get close to 70 hours a week. Which is fine by me, the pay check will be awsome ($400 I think), but I'll miss talking to you guys >.>. |
|
|
| Quiz thingy I took from Laura |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|04:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
You are the most rarest find. You are the
shapeshifter. Have a bubbly personality? Thats
what i thought. You shape from the Yeti to a
fairy to a person of the mist to the person in
my math class. You can have a temper and can be
mislead easily.
What kind of element fey are you? (PRETTY PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
I have a bubbly personality...haha ^.^ |
|
|
| Holy Toledo.. |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|04:53 pm] |
Well, I went to the mall to get my mom a birthday gift today. I saw one of my old friends who I thought moved out, now the strange thing is this kid used to be overly obese, and now he's skinnier than me. I know he's been doing drugs, and now he wants to hang out with me...that isn't going to happen. Anyways I ended up spending over $100 on my mom, I hope she likes what I got her (a $50 gift certificate to a store she loves, then I got her another certificate to some bath and body place) I know it's not a good gift, but at least I got her something.
In other news, it seems I won't have the weekends off anymore. I'm going to be working 10 hours every day for at least 2 weeks. On the bright side I'll probably be making around 400-500 a week. So I'll be set for winter ^.^.
And yes I do love my LJ, I like going back and reading all the stuff I wrote. Good stuff ^.^. |
|
|
| *Grumble* |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|05:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
Yes I feel "bitchy". I can't find my pants for work, I swear I put thim in the washer before I went downstairs today, and yet they have disapeared....SO I'm stuck with wearing a good pair of jeans which will get ruined =*(.
Other than that, I feel like I'm getting on everyones nerves, that or just annoying the crap out of them. I wish I could be normal for once! |
|
|
| Rain.... |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|06:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
Strange...I love rain, but yet it's making me depressed today. I like to think it washes my troubles away, but it doesn't seem to be working today.. The sound is so relaxing but this anxiety is killing me. I'm not even sure what's wrong with me, maybe it's the weather... *shrugs*
Today I'm staying home, I can't even think straight...so I don't think working with power tools is such a good idea ^.^. Even though I'm sick (if not physically, then mentally) I need to go out and get my mom a birthday gift. I really suck at getting gifts, but in the end it's the thought that counts right?
This may not make sense, like I said I can't get a clear thought through today. ^.^ |
|
|
| Long day... |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|11:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
*YAWWWN* Like the title says, it was a long day today. I woke up at 4:30 today, chatted for a bit then went to work for nine hours. I wish I would have taken a nap, but nope I wanted to talk to someone so bad that I didn't, and yes that person didn't talk back haha. I feel so dizzy right now, I'm not sure if it's from lack of sleep or lack of food, but either way I'm not feeling good. I think I'm going to stay home tomorrow if I feel like this, no sense going into work like this....I'll probably end up shocking myself to death ^.^. If this doesn't make sense I'm sorry, I'm like waaay out there right now hehe.
Ah yes, if you haven't done so go vote at the "Member Awards" at Tenzan! So yeah go now!
So dizzy.... |
|
|
| Yay |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|12:44 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
One of my favorite message boards seems to be back up! (Tenzan Pass) I haven't seen it this active in ages! Yeah, that sort of made me happy ^.^. Yuffie replied to my PM but I think I'm starting to annoy her already haha >.>.
Oi, today was god awful though. I had to wake up at 4:30 to go to work at 5:30. Then I didn't get off till 2:30.
In other news I need some confidence...! |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
thefurg's journal
stressed